| Hais… After a few hours of run,I still dunno wat to do man. My heart is bleeding now la. Out of sudden so many things bombarded to me. This is no kidding man! I just feel like jumping off the building ! Why everytime me had to suffer this shity shit of relationships. Why cant everybody just be normal friend? another sleepless nights~
To: *****
U tink u wat? I still rmb how u treat me ok! Now u still ask for patch. Do u tink is funny? I ask u.. Did u ever consider my feeling b4 uh? Where were u when i need u tat time huh? Just one message telling mi u wan patch.say wat our relationship cant be end cox our attitude? WTH!
To: ~~~~ ~~~
This is wrong man! I tell u to forget abt mi right? U told mi u and ur gf was steady le. U said u was happy when u with her. Den just now u told mi u all break cox of mi? WTH! wat is going on with u man! This is not funny hor! I dun wanna to hear u say anymore! Like tat how am i going to treat u like normal friend?
To: %%%%%%%
I always treated u as good friend of mine. I really enjoy what were we now. when tat time u told me u like mi. Honestly,I dont know how to react. Cox b4 tat i already in very complicated mood. Now really not the time to tok abt this. Sorry tat I rejected u. Sorry. I know u well. Dont torture urself cox of me k? I will feel bad. The forest is big.. There is So many trees around u. U will sure find ur true love. I hope we are still good friend.
To: ^^^^^^
True enough,I did ask u to give me sometime to think abt it right. yup. So,the ans is I tink it is better for us to remain as friend. I know,u always be there for me when I sad or what. Thx dude. Although sometime I do say I like whowhowho though,u always say nothing. Stop treating mi nicenice le kk? This make me feel bad. The forest is big.. There is So many trees around u. U will sure find ur true love.
To:########
LOL! I see u on msn. I speechless. I dunno wat to say about u lax.What is going on with u? ur attitude towards me suddenly change. Ask u why, u said “got meh?” U go see message history la. Ok. I know u dun have. Perhaps one day i should send u everything to let u see got difference mah! This is sucks man! I dun wan cry cox of u le lax. I cry,u know mei? U forever dumb one. Dunno is u act dumb or real dumb. I guess nxt week u will know everything. Dun ask mi why wait till nxt week. U will know eventually.
To: ??????
OI! Dumb la! U tink i dunno U say abt me ah? So obvious. u ask mi read ur blog ask mi read archieve somemore. wat u wan sia! I tot U already found ur true love already? Haiyo! I tot I make my line very clear? I not the gal u want lax. I very bad de. GOGOGO go bak find ur true love! Dun come and find mi!
To: ;;;; ;;;;
BULLSHIT lax! Got gf still wan come find me! Still dare to hold my hand uh? be faithful la dude! I dun wan later got one gal pull my hair or wat hor! Stop saying ur nonsense lah. _l_
To: ---
DONt wait for mi!!! I dun wan u to wasted ur time on mi lax! The forest so big. So many trees around u. Sure can find a tree better than me alot of times de. Just rmb got one tree waiting for u to turn back and find her. I always treat u as gor. Rmb got a gal still waiting for u … U should know who bah. dun ever tink tat i nvr accept u cox of her. I told u b4,a gor will be my gor still. and I have a guy on my mind le.
Ermm, I haven nth to say le. I dun even know i should feel sad or angry abt this. I am tired. Really tired. U guys go find someone tat love u . Not me pls! I love everybody ok? Come be a good boys,ting mama de hua. ok? Haiz. I just want to run and run! I just want to cycle and cycle.I just want to do window shopping! I just want to blow many bubbles! I just want to eat many lollipop! I just want to eat chocolates! I just want to Drink and drink.
Recently tio scolding from papa. He ask mi why I steal his drinks. Heineken,Carlsberg,Klassik Q Raspberry Vodka,Klassik Q Green Apple Vodka,Gibson Merlot 2006. So papa today bought me Spakling juice and ribena. Win liao. =( Maybe should try smoking one day to cure my pain? But papa no smoke ley. Nvm. Find one day go pierce my ear. But also need $$$. Might as well use cutter cut my wrist right? haaahaaa…. Today nvr buy my shoes. nvm. Wait till someone return my 100 bucks tat own me for 9 mth den buy.Stupid cousin! Faster return.Make sure u return !! I see u cox u are my cousin tat y i nvr say anything hor. Always see u buy useless stuff.. U still secondary hor… Study more impt! Dun shop here and there… Nxt week u getting ur pay right? U know what i mean. =) | 
